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Use the matching outfits , formal and impressive professional identity when job interview . For women could use a shirt / skirt and blazer with a subordinate male wearing a shirt + slacks . Choose colors that are used in offices such as formal white , blue , black , or beige .
Use the right shoes . We recommend using leather shoes that cover the entire bottom of the foot . ( Avoid using sneakers , sandals and high heels )

When job interviews do not wear accessories that are not excessive . For women should not use a necklace , bracelet or ring that looks flashy or fancy ; For if a man should wear a watch strap is made ​​using metal / leather .

For women do not excessive use of cosmetics during a job interview . Use neutral colors for powder , lipstick or blush .

Note the condition of the hair , make hairstyle look as neat as possible and formal . For women who have long hair should be tied in a ponytail , while better men have short hair and use oil or gel .

When wearing perfume fragrances used in moderation with a soft ( soft ) .
Shortly before the job interview to go back and neatness of clothing from possible stains , rips , holes or wrinkles to look in the toilet . Note also the cleanliness of the hand, foot and mouth ( if necessary, use a mouth freshener so that fresh breath ) .

1 . Confidence .
 Always Appear confident in front of him Because most women consider it sexy . But the make sure you do not get too Animashaun .

2 . Give attention slowly ,
If you show an interest too large then the girl may be afraid or Assume you do the same thing to every woman .

3 . Smile . When you come face to face or cross paths with the idol of the heart always gave a smile , and if possible ask Reportedly .

4 . Be interlocutor that good . Try to always have interesting topics of conversation , but if you are confused with the topics to be Discussed , just ask it about her like hobbies , favorite music and movies .

5 . Be her . Friends here mean when he needs help and you are ready to help . But try not to continually provide help , Because You can be under- appreciated . Occasionally refuse on the grounds that it makes sense ( although you actually can ) .

6 . Compliment her . Women love to be complimented , but do not give compliments about her body is hot or other sensitive body parts , save the compliment later when he had Become your girlfriend .

7 . Acting funny . You do not have to be funny like ' Sule ' , but occasionally do stupid things that can a make him smile like making a strange facial expression or utter limerick .

8 . Make him miss you . Do not at any time reach them or ask to meet Because It could of make him bored and distracted . Perform any other activity with your friends .

9 . Perform physical contact . Touch her ​​on the body that are not as sensitive as in the shoulder , hand , or put your hands behind his neck while sitting berdapingan . But if he refuses or keep her , you should not immediately try again in the near future reply . Ulagi again later that day when he started getting comfortable with you and give you a positive sign

1 . Being Mediocre

Men hate women desperate . And the hate of men over women is desperate women who are only interested in him because he belongs to a man's dream characteristics mentioned above .
Men are more attracted to women who are treated as if they were just ordinary people , and not impressed with their good looks or wealth . Men love a challenge , but that does not mean you tell him directly that you are different , but let them figure it out themselves with attitudes and behavior . Let him get your number and be kind to them , but do not always there when wanted .

2 . Be extraordinary

When you finally allow man's dream come into your life , transformed into extraordinary . Wear clothes that are neat , to be polite and gentle , educated and not easily guessed ( see point 3 ) .
3 . Be mysterious and unpredictable

Do not say all the things about yourself , especially in the beginning of dating , let alone the past you with his ex- girlfriend you can indicate that you do not move on .
Men are not attracted to the story of a former girlfriend , hatred toward co-workers, or health problems such as allergies or digestion . Remain open and honest , but hold the story / the topic at a later time when a relationship with a man's dream is getting close .

4 . Be Yourself

Do not change into another with the hope of men falling in love . Each person is created beautiful , unique and unbeatable . Do not launch into a personal relationship with other people , because in the end will be difficult and exhausting yourself .
But if being yourself is not good enough for him , maybe he is not the right person in your life .

5 . smile

A smile can make a man fall in love with you . So often smiling while talking to a guy that you like . Additionally laugh at jokes and candaannya because men love when women smiling or laughing .

6 . Touch it

Men are always attracted to the soft touch of a girl . Scientific research shows that men subconsciously more attracted and inclined to tempt the woman gently touching them in the middle of a conversation . Touch the sleeves or place your palms on the edge of the shoulder , so the man would be interested in talking to you .

7 . Do not talk rude / swearing

Women who speak harshly or frequently swore would make the man feel ill ; So avoid talking rough from time to time and do not grumble .

8 . Be ignorant / nosy

You can tease , nudging his shoulder , said some jokes , or do it all to the man you love . The man did love the sweet and graceful woman , but sometimes that attitude quickly made him bored . Hence also show that you are a jolly person and not boring .

9 . Play hard to get

Be women are " hard to get " ( tame - tame pigeons ) if you want to make a man fall in love with you . Do not always be there when a man who preferred to search or call your cell phone , limit the conversation to end the first, and occasionally make he became jealous . By using this approach, then you are always left in the men's curiosity that you like .

10 . appreciate

If you apply the tips and ways in this article then you will be a very pleasant woman and loved by the man you love . So if a man is trying to please and impress you , appreciate their efforts ( can say thank you or just smile ) .

1 . Do not be too familiar
Many men who could only be friends with girls he likes . One reason for the girls felt their relationship was too close , so better to be friends. Well , if you really like a girl , should not be too familiar first .

2 . Not much judging
One bad habit of judging men are physically female . Though everyone knows , nobody 's perfect . Make her feel comfort while being near you . One of them , by accepting who she is , not being compared to other girls , especially with your ex girlfriend .

3 . not binding
You may just like it , do not be afraid to lose him . But it does not mean you have to restrain or tie . Give him space . Do not be too often " reveal " themselves . Let him guessing , where , what and with whom were you . Ketakhadiran you can grow a longing in him .

4 . Willing
Show you are interested and eager to hear the story . Also indicate you are willing to hear complaints sigh and confidante . Do not forget to give us your feedback pitched smart humor upper stories . Give alternative solutions to the problems it faces , without sounding patronizing .

5 . Lots of smiles
A smile is a powerful weapon in one soulful . Experts said , a smile is a reflection of people who always think positive . Well , it could not hurt you a bit of a sweet -faced him . It would be better if you can make her smile . With fresh jokes , for example .

6 . So the best
To be the best , does not mean you have to do things out of reach . Be the best you can be alone . One way , to be ready to accompany him when his sad and happy .

7 . not forcing
Try to resist the urge to nyatain love . You have to be somewhat patient . You may only meneleponya , but not too often . Try also to not - rag too frequently . Try to just talk about important things each time calling .

8 . Selling expensive slightly
That this is another form of points 7 . Although the girls know very well you like it , but try not to serve what he wants . Pretended to ignore if you 're nearby.

9 . Let him guessing
Girls generally like to be something that is mysterious , you know. That's why a lot of girls who become seasoned writer of adventure stories and mysteries , like Agatha Christie or Enid Blyton . Make him like it . The trick ?

Do not immediately open up . Tell me just a little bit about yourself . It will make him more curious and do not get bored quickly . Let the curiosity continues to grow . That way , he will get to know you more and more .

10 . Honest and gentle
Show that you are an honest man , polite , charming at the same time . It does not need to give a reason for the error , dress neat and pleasant to hear spoken word . If you could look like that , we can be sure he will want to close you continue .

Maybe for all of you who work every day, and keeps your computer mantengin, certainly for long tired, sleepy. work automatically so messy right? could also let ga sleepy drink coffee, because coffee (caffeine) emang can prevent drowsiness. but remember gan side effects, could cut back on sleep, disrupting the cycle and lowering the quality of sleep.

What keeps the coffee is the only solution to expel sleepiness at work ? Apparently not . For those who do not like coffee , or can not drink coffee to be tetep literacy , easy to do step out of the room and a breath of fresh air 20 minutes . This action has the same effect as drinking a cup of coffee .

Here are some tips to get rid of drowsiness , of course, except drink coffee and sleep , hehehe

Get up from a chair and walk around for a while
In a popular study , Robert Thayer , PhD, a professor at California State University , that a walk can reduce sleepiness . due to run for 10 minutes to increase the energy up to two hours ahead . That's because when walking , oxygen is pumped through your blood vessels to the brain and muscles .

Rest your eyes to avoid fatigue
Hanging out in front of a computer for hours can cause eye fatigue . Eyes off the computer screen for a few minutes to make the eyes more relaxed .

Choose healthy snacks
Healthy snacks can boost energy longer, such as :
- Peanut butter on whole grain crackers or celery sticks
- Yogurt and a handful of nuts or fresh fruit
- Baby carrots with low-fat cream cheese sauce .

try to chat
If you are not concentrating , ngobrolah agan to make the mind relax for a moment . if ngaskus at home talking to people at home , at the office if talking to co-workers , if not most schools have a chat , Myspace dikeplak teacher .

Create a brighter workspace
Environment with dim lighting trigger fatigue . Studies show bright light can reduce sleepiness and increase alertness .

Inhale deeply
Deep breathing can increase blood oxygen levels in the body . It slows the heart rate , lowers blood pressure , and improve circulation , which in turn helps mental performance and energy .

The idea of breathing exercises is to breathe air into the stomach , not the chest . You can do it on your desk . Sit up straight , try this exercise up to 10 times :

* With one hand on your abdomen just below the rib cage and the other on your chest , breathe in through your nose and let your belly push your hand out . Your chest should not move .
* Inhale through your lips as if you were whistling . You can use the hand on your stomach to help push the air out .

Pull over while drowsy while driving
It is suitable for who like to drive . if agan are in a long journey , change the position of the driver as often as possible . Stop at least every two hours to walk around and get some fresh air . open car window , heard loud music ( voice ) .

Perform other activities to stimulasikan mind
monotonous work just as dangerous as it reduces the time to sleep and lowered alertness . try doing different activities , or activities that are more interesting .

drinking water
Dehydration can cause fatigue . Make sure you drink plenty of water and eat foods that contain a high water content such as fruits and vegetables .

Air noon regulate sleep cycles
Try to spend at least 30 minutes a day in the sun naturally . ( For people with insomnia , experts recommend to bed at the morning sun shines ) . Walk outside to breathe fresh air at the same time restore your senses .

sport
The results of analysis of 70 studies in 2006 that involved more than 6,800 people , experts from the University of Georgia found a more effective exercise increases energy and reduces fatigue during the day instead of taking the drug . Regular exercise also improves the quality of sleep .

During this time, many buzzed about healthy Internet usage for children where one aspect is strict control over Internet use by children, especially toddlers. But It is not bebarti children are not free to express with the internet, the kids still have the right to discover new things on the Internet, as long as the parents can be intelligent in the work around.

Internet is not only useful for adults , tapu also useful children , especially to be able to improve kecerdasa , because on the Internet there are hundreds if not tens of web content that is specifically designed to help boost children's intelligence .

Here are some tips and tricks to use the Internet for children's intelligence :

Edu - playing game
Games or games on the internet do not all make the children become lazy , there are games that are useful for the children , the game is usually in the form of edu - games , the game is designed to improve children's intelligence . You can get a lot of educational games in edu - games.com , Help your child to operate it and do not forget to give support and guidance when feeling trouble .

Playing with facebook
Display your family photos on your facebook , invite your child to menunjuj picture of herself , her brother , and father and mother . even if memnungkinkan , ask your child to make a name for your relatives who happened to be on facebook .

coloring picture
On the Internet , children can also learn to color images , Please open boowakwala.com or coloring - page.net . Give your child's guide to the coloring pictures with the right colors , it can train the coordination of eye , hand , fine motor and sensor .

Viewing pictures
Usually children palingsuka see pictures of animals , plants , and vehicles . Use google.com to search for images that are favored by the small ( certainly not an adult image , hehehe ) . Show images brserta name , occasionally , ask your child to discuss about the image you show .

site child
If we as adults can socialize with facebook in the virtual world , kids can, too. please open kidnesia.com , on this site , children can see a variety of children's works such as drawings , toys , etc.

Modern jilbab lately is becoming a trend, amongst ramaja, as well as among mothers jilbab users, this is not surprising, because the use of modern jilbab not feel cramped, and monotonous. In addition, modern jilbab can also be worn with a variety of creations.

Here are some creative application of modern jilbab of course you can not miss ...

Bali is the island's best-selling tour in the world, its popularity not only in Indonesia, but also to foreign countries. In addition to the natural beauty and exotic beaches, Bali also offers cultural tours exotic and full of artistic value, so do not be surprised if Bali is often the target of many a family holiday and backpaker from all over Indonesia.




And those of you who want berlibut cheap in Bali , or the streets with a minimal budget , here are some tips that can be tried

Avoid holiday season
Avoid holiday to Bali during the holiday season , be it holidays, or school holidays . Because at that time , almost all prices in bali rose , especially for airfare, car rental , and accommodation . The price increase could reach 25 percent .

By - by shopping at the right place
Shopping for souvenirs is becoming mandatory agenda in every tourist visits . in fact rarely shopping for souvenirs is a top priority and make the holidays a lot of pockets drained . Fatherly of you who only have limited money , you can spend a lot of souvenirs in the places that sell cheap souvenirs , like in Sukawati art market , or in the market Kumbasari .

Select the appropriate lodging
Not all hotels in Bali is expensive , because in fact there are so many hotels in Bali that offer cheap prices . If you hany have a small budget , choose a hotel or inn that is located just inside the entrance to the settlement or rather alley . Some examples are the small alleys off the main roads such as Jalan Raya Kuta and Jalan Raya Tuban , there you will find a small hotel -style guesthouse is cheap . Some even like boarding houses priced under $ 100,000 can .

Choose where food
Almost the same as choosing accommodation to choose where to eat , no need at the restaurant , just in a regular diner . Biasany around the lodge , there is often a small food stalls selling a variety of foods such as rice mix , java shop , rice fields , or Jinggo rice , and relatively inexpensive .

Once upon a time , ever there was a man who loved a girl . This man is very
romantic , folding 1000 paper crane as a gift to the girl.
Although , at that time he was just a small executive in the company ,
his future did not seem too bright , so even though they are very
happy together . Until one day , the girl said  him he would go to Paris and will never come back
He also said that he could not imagine any future for both of them, and the girl said let's take
the life of each and split up , men also agreed . when
 he had his confidence back , he worked hard day and night .
Finally with all the hard work and with the help of friends , people
This has set up his own company You do not  never fail until you stop trying . he always said to
himself. I have to succeed in life ! one  it's raining , while this guy was driving , he saw a pair of
parents sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to a specific destination even
with no umbrella , parents were still soaked. It did not take long , she realizes they are his ex-girlfriend 's parents are going to  France . In his heart he wanted them to see him in
The luxury sedan . He wants them to know that he is not the same anymore . he
has had his own company , car , condo , etc.

he has succeed in life ! Before he was aware ,
The pair walked toward the cemetery , and he got out of his car and
follow them and he saw his ex-girlfriend , her smiling photo
sepertibiasa sweet to him from her tombstone .. . and he saw
paper crane ever made ​​in a bottle placed beside
The girl's tomb . Her parents looked at him. The man walked
 approached and asked why this could occur . They explained ,
she did not leave France altogether . He was stricken with cancer .
 In his heart , he believed that he would succeed one day ,
but he did not want to be a barrier because the pain he
chose to leave the wish of his parents dia.Dia
paper crane to place it beside her , because , if the day's
 comes when fate brings him to her again , then she can
Paper Crane took some of the back with him .

 The man finally could only sob .

"The worst way to miss someone is sitting right next to
them , but knowing that you can not have them and do not
 'll never see them again"

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John and Jessica have been married for 7 years

They love each other , but Jessica from the beginning to cover all her feelings toward John .. He was so scared when John knew how much she loved him , John then left her lover as a lover for this.But not for John .. He always expressed his love for Jessica's feelings sincerely and so open . Every time when Jessica , John always showed his great love , as if that was the end of John with Jessica .

Jessica always being unpleasant to John . Every time he always tried to test how much love John against him . Jessica always try to do things that are outrageous and beyond the bounds to John . Although Jessica knew how it was really wrong , but look at the attitude of John who remains true both to her , making Jessica stick to see how much sincerity love the married guy .

The first day of their wedding . Jessica woke up late . He did not have time to prepare breakfast for John when John was about to leave for work . But John still smile and say ,
" It's okay .. I'll have breakfast in the office .. "

When John came home from the office , Jessica accidentally cook food that is not favored John . Although aware of it , Jessica kept insisting that her husband would eat it . John continued to smile and say , " Wow .. looks like it's time I learned to face challenges , challenge your cooking seems great , dear .. I can not wait to eat it . " Jessica was shocked , but did not say anything .

But Angel knows how the night when Jessica fell asleep John prayed , " Lord .... On the first morning of our wedding Jessica did not make me breakfast . And I so wanted to carry on a conversation at the dinner table with him while talking about how lovely this day , the first day we live a new life as husband and wife .. But that's okay , God .. Because it looks like Jessica exhausted after our wedding reception last night , my lover 's Help , Lord so that he may have enough energy to face a new day with me tomorrow .. Lord, you know how much I can not eat spaghetti because digestion is not so good .. but it seems Jessica has been working hard to cook the food .. Mampukan me to appreciate what my wife every me , Lord .. do not let me hurt her feelings even though it was uncomfortable for me .. "

The second year of their marriage , John woke Jessica up early to pray together .. But Jessica refused and preferred to continue his sleep. John smiled and finally praying alone . The afternoon after work , John took Jessica a walk to the park .. Although forced , Jessica finally willing also to the place where the first feelings so rosy when with John .. But Jessica refused embrace John , and said , "No, John .. I'm embarrassed .. " John smiled and said , " Yes , I understand .. " Jessica saw the disappointment in the eyes of John , however, did nothing to dispel the disappointment ..

But Angel knows how the nights after Jessica fell asleep , John offer his prayer .. " God .. Forgive I can not bring my wife to be closer to you this morning .. Maybe his mind was less due to heavy .. But I am confident , God willing tomorrow Jessica together conversing with Thee .. Lord, you know my grief when Jessica say yes if kurangkul when to park these days . But it does not matter what he was coming months , probably because it's also become more sensitive feelings . Mampukan me to see my wife 's mood , Lord . "

Third year of their marriage . They now have a son named Mark . Jessica is never again continue the habit of reading with John before bed . Jessica increasingly being refused a kiss John . Jessica soundly berated John that afternoon when John would forget to wash your hands when holding Mark when John comes home from work .. Jessica knows how it makes John hit .. But idealism to educate Mark made Jessica disregard the feelings of John .. And John remained smiling ..

But Angel knows how the nights after Jessica fell asleep , John offer his prayer .. " Lord, you know how sad my heart today .. Since the birth of Mark , I lost so much time with Jessica .. I miss the times when we read together before bed and kissing him before he fell asleep .. But it's okay .. He was so tired of taking care of Mark's day when I was working in the office .. Only, let him continue to sleep in my arms , Lord .... Because I love him so much . Jessica this afternoon scolded me because I forgot to wash my hands when carrying Mark , Lord .. I so miss my son so careless conduct as requested my wife .. You know how much I would hurt Jessica 's words , God .. But it's okay .. Jessica may just worried about the health of our children Mark when I carry straight .. Mark 's health is more important than my pride . "

Fourth year of their marriage . Jessica does not remember John 's favorite food to cook on his birthday .. Jessica was too busy shopping so forget that John always asked for Blackforest with chocolate sprinkles and a cherry on top of each birthday arrives . Jessica also forgot that led to ironing a shirt John John late to work that morning because John was forced to iron his own shirt .. Jessica knows his mistake , but do not consider it as something important .

But Angel knows how the nights after Jessica fell asleep , John offer his prayer .. " Lord , for the first time make sure Jessica Blackforest favorite on my birthday this .. And I really liked the homemade cake . Blackforest enjoy a homemade cake has made ​​me grateful for a wife who looks like a good cook , and feel his love for me .. But this year I did not find it. But it's okay .. Perhaps more of other things far more important than the Blackforest . At least , I still get a smile and a kiss from him today. Forgive me , Lord , if this morning I forgot to smile at Jessica .. I'm too busy ironing my clothes and think of my work in the office .. Jessica seem to forget to do that , even though I 've asked for help to her last night . Do not let me vent my emotions because my boss scolding
due to tardiness today to Jessica , God .. Jessica might be mistaken ironing a shirt which was supposed to wear these days .. Moreover , my shoes are so shiny .. I 'm sure Jessica has been trying hard for me to look attractive when my presentation earlier .. Thank you for the good wife , the Lord . "

Fifth year of their marriage . Jessica slapped and blamed John for Mark ill after they swam .. John was too busy playing around with Mark so that Mark did not realize how very sensitive to the cold water pool , which resulted in Mark was forced to be hospitalized .... Jessica threatened to leave John if anything happens to Mark .. Jessica saw a puddle of tears in John's eyes , but his stubborn more than feeling the hang of John .

But Angel knows how much time John then went to the hospital chapel and prayed his prayer , crying .. " God .. Jessica had slapped because of negligence guard Mark so he is sick .. Jessica has never been so brutal act and said to me , Lord .. But it's okay .. Jessica was really worried about our son so that he be so .. But God , I was so hurt when he said he would leave me . You know how he is my soul mate .

Do not let that happen , God .. Perhaps he fears that once ruled it out on me .. It's okay , God .. That's all right. Originally he find rest , I 'll be grateful once .. Heal our son , Mark so that he may return to a cheerful and playing with us again , God .. "

Sixth year of their marriage . Jessica increasingly distant with John after the presence of Rebecca , their daughter .. Jessica never again accompany John dinner because keeping their daughters were 5 months old ..

Jessica also sells a diamond necklace John provision and replace it with another newer jewelry . When John knew it , Jessica knew John to keep his temper , but Jessica argued , " John , it's just plain diamond necklace . Anyway , I'm not selling it , but replace it with a newer jewelry .. "

But Angel knows how the nights after Jessica fell asleep , John offer his prayer .. " God , I'm so lonely skip dinner alone without Jessica with me ..
I so wanted to keep talking and laughing with him at the dinner table .. You know , that's my comfort kepenatanku to release after a long day at the office .. But it does not matter
what .. Rebecca certainly requires more attention than me . Moreover , Mark would sometimes accompany me .. Just do not let me bury hurt to Jessica for selling my gift necklace . . You know so long I saved up and go the extra mile for the sake of the necklace reward , just to prove to him my thanks for their loyalty and dedication as a wife and mother of my children .

Forgive me if I thought of was mad at him .. " The seventh year of their marriage .. Jessica did not heed his habit of stroking the head of her husband John and kissed her forehead before John left the office .. Though Jessica know , during this time when he forgot to do so , John always returned home during the day to get her caresses and kisses Jessica .. Because John would never quiet work if it has not done Jessica him .. Jessica did not say I LOVE YOU for the first time in 7 years of their marriage ..

And in the seventh year of that, John had an accident while going to go to the office .. He suffered severe bleeding which makes it lay unconscious in a hospital bed ..
Jessica was so shaken and beaten .. He was so afraid of losing John , beloved husband . . Are always there whenever she needs .. Always with a smile that holds all the emotions and anger . Who never stopped saying how much John loved her . . Not the least Jessica moved from the side of John's bed .. Her hands clutched her fingers lying unconscious weak .. His lips continued to say I LOVE YOU , because he remembered that he had not said that phrase these days ..

Because it is so sad and tired of waiting on John , Jessica fell asleep .. In his sleep , the angels that had been heard John prayers to God every night to bring Jessica saw that John miss to pray for Jessica .. He cried sad to see the sincerity and love that big of John to him .. Not the least of John blamed him for all the way he did not care about feelings and self-respect John for this .. Instead , John instead blamed himself .. Jessica cried contain his feelings . And for the first time in his life , Jessica prayed , " Lord , forgive me
that has been wasted on me love my husband . Forgive me who do not understand the feelings and self-esteem during this .. Give me a chance to show my love to my husband , God .. Give me a chance to apologize and serve as a beloved husband .. "

And when Jessica woke up , he saw the radiant love of her husband looking at her .. " You plasticity so tired , dear .. I'm sorry that is not careful driving so that the situation must be like this and make you worry .. I was not concentrating when driving at the thought that you forgot to say I LOVE YOU to me . John has not finished talking , Jessica then cried loudly and stormed into the arms of her husband ..

" I'm sorry , John .. I'm sorry .. I LOVE YOU .. I really Love you .. You're my sun , John .. I can not survive without you .. I promise I will never forget again say how much I love you . . I promise I will never ignore your feelings and your pride more .. I LOVE YOU , John .. I LOVE YOU . "

Ponder !
How many of us who become like Jessica ? That ignores the feelings of our hearts for the sake of a lover and price ourselves ? Not to place something heavy to go through in order to realize how valuable the people who love us . Moreover , real love is when we can be like John , who ignores her interests and feelings in order to maintain and show his love to his partner . What makes our spouse as a subject to be loved and served , not vice versa .

Although this story is already widely spread on the internet , but there's nothing wrong in the show again . Because I 'm sure there are a lot of new people on fb who have never even read .

The story is based on a true story of a man in love with a prostitute


That night , should not be the night belonged to the cave . Night is not exactly expect that cave . Adit , a small cave friend . Either should be how the cave say ? Suddenly when discharged home from hanging out in cafes , directing his motorcycle into a new place in life might cave . Brothels , yes .. all also know that the area being set foot cave is protistusi area . The cave was a protest at Adit , why the sudden cave invites to places like ginian . Age cave it was still 17 years old and just had the official ID card can be for life -long cave .

Ngelarang friends can not cave cave to channel what he wants even if it means in this way . the best for the cave is not involved in the game he is. Finally we both parked motorcycle in a house . Many beautiful girls are standing while tempting . Adit entrance , and the cave decided to wait outside . Occasionally he Nanya to the cave ,
" Loe sure do not want to try ? Caves bayarin deh ! "
" Averse , I still hold faith , there loe aja ! Do not wear long ! Entar if raided by police , suspected of caves else would ! "
"Yes - yes , calm there loe aja .. "

With cemburut face and stares some caves like those stupid girls who waited outside the cave while megangan helmet . Adit uda choose a girl who should be her friend that night . Waiting outside the cave and suddenly one of the girls in the house out while smoking . He look in the cave , and offered cigarettes to the cave .
"No thanks , do not cave ngerokok " said dengna must reject the cave .
" Huh , there were times this still not ngerokok .. weird .. "asked the girl , and the cave just smiles .
He sat next to the cave , the cave with sharp eyes while occasionally throwing smoke into the roof ceiling .
"Why wait here , ga wrote the same follow your friend ! "
" Nah , biarian wrote the adit who want , .. Just accompany aja "
" Uda , loe aja want the same cave ? "
Looked at the girl beside cave cave , he frankly beautiful girl , white and dream cave . But when he offered himself to the cave , the cave suddenly so ilfell . Why this should be a girl as beautiful as a prostitute , the world is not fair .
" Baseball ya , thanks "
" Uda maulah , cave love discounts .. " Bargaining him again .
" Real ya , I do not want to .. " starting with delicate cave .
" Deh cave apes , daritadi not anyone want ama cave .. "
" Ya loh it pretty , why anyone would ga .. ! "
" Yes fate was , his name was also selling , sometimes sold , sometimes kagak , even cave again no problem anymore , , . "
Somehow cave so he felt curious problem .
" What ya problem ? " Tanya cave
" Loe what age ? " Ask him to cave
" Entry 17 of this year , . "
" Yailah , still foregoing , still do not know her name world today .. " he joked .
" Who said .. everyone has problems , big or small not looked his age .. "
He saw the cave , perhaps he felt the cave clever stringing words .
" Loe not rich guys suck ya .. different from the same guys who like to come here , just want to find a girl for the thrill of the moment '
Caves smile manyum praised him .
" Hehe , ga ya guys suck anyway ..
" Probably wrote ... hm .. cave again need money .. " he said suddenly .
In the heart of the cave , this might be a classic problem . If ga need money , why should he work as prostitutes .
" I'm sorry if I may know , what's money to you? "
" The fate of being poor , always getting into trouble , my mother suddenly cave there is a lump in the abdomen , was taken to the health center yesterday , said doctors still benign . 'll Do this quickly in surgery the doctor said , but ya know our own country , nothing need money . In the end money for surgery . So the cave again unlucky , this can rarely be customers once weekly . Apes .. "
For some reason , the cave was , there was honesty of what this girl talking . He does not like anymore farce .
" Who ya name ? "
" Call cave Eva ONLY! Loe ? "
" Cave , Rasya .. "
Suddenly we stopped, seeing his face looks sad after her life story , cave pity and offered him wholeheartedly .
" If eva emang need money , there are caves , but not many , many times wrote to bantuin nutupin shortage . "
He look in the cave .
" Loe it still 17tahun , would be money of which 1.5 million kekurangang me .. "
" Oo , so the lack of 1.5 million . Just calm Va. , cave if there really that much , but if now .. cave not bring his money .. how about tomorrow ? "
He chuckled .
" Cave anyway uda digombalin same regular customers . But if digombalin new popcorn this time anyway .. " he joked .
" Oath cave ga lie , gini aja , hendphone number loe how ? Later tomorrow cave phone and love his money , but not here ya .. because cozy cave ga .. "
" It is up to where , neh my number .. " he said as he give us a paper with her ​​phone number digits .
" Loe remember , this is not a good man cave . "
" Cave is also not a good person . , But also not a bad person , caves and loe just born in the world that both can not be avoided .. "

Suddenly adit was completed , and he went straight to the cave . Before adit invites went cave , the same cave eva farewell . He smiled . From his cave knows , he certainly hoped that the cave really what to say to him was true . Although the cave itself is actually not have that money as much as he wants . Only money that the cave had no less than 900 thousand and 600 thousand was made ​​to give eva . Finally the cave must wait a week to collect 1.5 million . Capitalize real money pocket money results cave . Finally cave called him . Prior to ascertain what eva really sincere or lying , cave survey sempet phr to about eva workplace and the results are positive she does not lie so cave usahain collected money fast .

Eva was surprised when he called the cave , the cave asked agreed to meet him at the cafe which has a cave set. Lived all my life in a cave , only this time charitable cave big enough for everyone else . Enter the cave in the bag caves money . Maybe bonyok cave would be furious to know if cavern pocket money runs out for him . But the cave is quite fortunate to be born of a family who is able to , so I am fairly confident . Bonyok will not bear to live without money biarin cave if the cave say the least , caves need money .

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Eva appears with a more closed underwear kebanding first cave look . We ate and occasional cave caves explain why new contact him by reason of busy exam , whereas sesungguhya busy saving to help him . Eva might not ever cave kepikiran that invites him to meet her financial help , he was more thinking that this cave to see him as someone who needs him like other men .
We had a little walk until the motor finally caves brought him to shore . Incidentally malls in the city are always close to the beach cave . The cave sits beside him .

She immediately handed me the question .
" Actually , loe calling cave to cave makeup ? Or temenin loe road anyway? "
" Guess what ? " Ask cave .
" Both of them also do not matter , not the way the old uda cave with a guy . Last courtship also apes . Of the guys who shoot the cave , the cave he 's just received . In the end a guy weve jerk . I just want to sleep together .. so from now on the same cave numb the name of love .. "
" I think loe revenge loh really yes the same guy . Sorry loh if presumptuous , Just feel so "
" Doing 'm sorry , weve fate of the cave anyway . Born as lowly girl , poor , broken families . Whore .. " eva suddenly cry with that last sentence .
" Loe cry .. " Ask the cave so so sorry .
" Whore .. uda caves often hear that phrase from someone else's mouth for the cave , it feels really nyakitin . Originally loe know , wrote that the world is more beautiful than the cave like. The cave also do not want to be a whore .. who the hell in this world who wants to be a slut , a whore . This is because forced . There are still families that need the same sister cave to survive .. "
" Eva .. do not cry dong . The purpose of the cave here , , just want to give it .. " said the cave, give money to him .
" Cave popcorn as weve still loe say , but cave also has heart . Although the cave alive enough , but the caves understand how loe .. Only God 's love may again test for loe life . Even if it is heavy at the moment, the cave of the cave please help , can help ease the burden loe .. "
" Loe .. why do want to help the cave .. This cave right nobody loe , loe not friends . Even people who pantes not know at loe .. " she said , crying .
" Cave also do not know . Clearly , we are destined for uda so people know .. happy cave really know at loe . Now use this money for the operation nyokap loe yes . Let a speedy recovery and can loe other work .. not like now .. "
He paused thoughtfully.
" If it was not working like this cave , the cave also uda not sure anyone would . Palingan men who want the same cave bitch .. "
" Who says there is not going .. "
" Cave said yes lah .. where there would want the same ex- whore ! ! Used whore ... "
" Cave want .. "
Eva paused to hear the sentence cave .
" Loe young age , do not know the name of love . Well, thank you for the help loe . Later that cave there is money . This money will cave balikin .. once again , thank you "
" Equally eva .. "

After a few days , eva had sms and give the news to the cave if nyokapnya success with her ​​surgery . We are so sms and phone each other regularly until he ngundang cave to her home to meet my mother him . Caves received an offer he once wanted to know whether it was true that he had been operated on my mother . When the cave to home , tears nyokapnya ngucapin thanks , cave grateful for what turned out to eva honest . And most cave happy , he says to the cave , when he was again looking for a job as a cleaner life .

At that time , unbeknownst to eva . His step father suddenly borrowed money into the cave , he said to pay off debt . Because the cave not good refuse , the love of money to eventually cave bokapnya without sepentahuan eva . Caves are also often bantuin ngaterin eva to find a good job . The final until he can work temporarily . During this time , he did not know if the family working as a prostitute eva , eva tried up and finally dark sheet was buried by itself .

Without us knowing , caves and eva samakin close . After that approach , we eventually become lovers . Maybe love is indeed blind yes , only this time the cave felt such love from a woman in a cave in a young age . When the first cave had a puppy love . Caves do not ever feel this happy apart with eva . Although he had a dark past , love manages to make the cave erase all the bad view . A week after invented , pocket money dengang kumpulin the cave , the cave buy the same ring to wear as a symbol of our love . Create eva this may seem strange, but he was conscious , I still popped and definitely style courtship also like soap operas on tv so he maklumin .
But the whole time we were dating , the cave was eva increasingly thin and her body so lemes so , when cave Tanya to her , she 's just saying that he may be tired . But there are actually afraid of the cave with her ​​condition . I still remember , to ensure that lie fitting ga eva says need money , the cave was back to her brothel work , and cave idly chatting with a guy over there about him .
" Loe siapanya eva ? "
" Aja ya friends , if I may know , he's gorgeous , how can ga customers anyway? "
" Mas fate , eva illness syphilis ( venereal disease ) . I think a lot of customers who know he 's uda nookie illness , so there's nothing you like him ! Here it pesaingan tight , there is bocorin so , so sorry for her .. "
" Why ga treatment he wrote .. ? "
" So does he want ? But nyokapnya muscular pain , so he's desperately looking for money to my mother her first, and only later thinking about her illness sembuhin .. "
" Sorry for ya .. "
" Yes mas , hard life now . I once wrote anterin him to the doctor so sad to imagine that he lives .. "

From what he's told friends , cave eva so sure that this must be thin because the disease he used . Although she does not ever want to cave story , perhaps because he was afraid . If he left behind a sickly then he will cave . Though the cave not ever care about her pain . Eva pain worsened until finally she does not work . Nyamperin eventually cave into the house , and she can not get up because of the sudden paralysis of his body to be like that.
When the cave was also decided to take him to the hospital , he had refused .

" Rasya , the hospital was expensive , poor people like the pain cave ga if there is justice , so leave it to take medication ordinary cave , later also recovered "
" Uda loe it can not get up . No need pikirin money . Caves no savings , which we now essential to the hospital . "
With great sadness , finally eva can not reject the will of the cave . Caves hold him up to the hospital , she was treated and the doctor said to the cave with a heavy heart that eva had syphilis why acute and entire body uda terkontiminasi same cells that may heal small neurosyphilis . Tearfully pleaded with doctors to cave sembuhin him . Caves and my mother and sister in case he turns . When the final school graduation exams again , I must persist in two respects . Concentration and concentration to the test to eva .

Perhaps the two trials was heavy but finally managed to do all the exams cave that came and went at the same time keeping eva cave . Eva increasingly critical . He do not talk much anymore as before . Looks like he knows , he will not live much longer . He nyerahin a diary to cave . Where he says there should only be read after the time comes .

" Do not open until later if ya uda cave can not get up again .. "
" Loe really say so .. "
" Sya , maybe .. during this cave panyakit not been honest about the cave , but the cave loe Just do not want to know if the cave had this disease , loe ninggalin cave . It turns out that one of the caves , loe really the most beautiful gift that is given in this life God created the cave . Caves think .. God will not ever give happiness for caves because caves pantes ga . It turns out that one of the caves , God is just . And justice that he showed through loe .. "
" Do not say so eva .. cave should be grateful to have a boyfriend like loe cave in life , really loe loe grace to be strong .. yes , we are both fighting for our happiness .. "
Eva just cry heard talk like cave . The cave was crying . For some reason , this feels like a cave is the final end of our story .
" Sya , I want ask one more thing at loe . . allowed ? "
" Eva wrote the way , we're going , open- aja .. "
" Caves do not have anything to give in return for the kindness loe loe , but cave Just got this .. loe can grab the necklace from the neck of the cave , because .. uda cave hands can not move anymore .. "
" Why talk like that . ? "
" Plz .. ambill " cave reluctantly took off the necklace and took it .
" Saved ya .. same diary that cave write it .. "
" Yes eva .. when did you want to ask for help , why not continue ? "
" If the cave to die , please do not cave tomb here , I want to be buried in the land of the birth of the cave .. can .. "

Heard it from her mouth . Heart of the cave was destroyed . Caves must not know how revealing the words that deserve to make the cave up and believe that he will recover . The cave can only cry and said yes he requests . Because no test again tomorrow . Caves farewell him . Caves kissed her forehead and with a heavy heart then that this was the last cave cave kalianya will see him .

With tearful , cave home and hope the Lord once again give justice to her life . The next day when the cave last exam and wanted to go see her cave , cave saw many people in the room he was in care . All the crying and that's where the cave tau , eva was gone forever . The cave can only bowed lesuh and crying inside . It's hard to be removing the existing momentary happiness in life cave . His last request to his homeland was buried in the cave do as a sign of love for the most beautiful cave in her life .
Now , realize that the cave . Life was never really partial to anyone in this world . but it makes our lives can only be partial to one thing , evolved to survive by any means whatsoever . Eva may have struggled to live with impartiality life but he managed to prove to the cave that when the end of his life , he really felt the real life justice . With love and pure affection without suffering tears . he was able to change the old self is despicable creature becomes an angel , even if it is just in the heart of the cave , but the cave believe someday everyone will agree with what the cave say that he is the last angel who lives in this world .

Currently can only remember him , just this diary stored and made ​​cave feel may be the best way in our life is like today. 30 - April 2010 , which is the most heartbreaking day life dalamn caves where the cave that's had the opportunity to read
last posts to cave eva ..



To : My Lovely .....

Dear , thank you already want to be a companion akuselama this ... thanks also already want to be a mother malaikatpenyelamat for me ... Suppose you know I have a disease Look, I'm sure you would have been disappointed then tinggalinaku , really sure why I ngerahasiainini all ... excuse me ? Dear , you are best man I 've ever temuin , you want to thank me for what it is .. I'm a dirty woman , a poor , chaotic family , but you tetep I want deket Dear ma , I 've not suppose to live again in duniaini , you do not be sad huh ? perempuanyang much better than me .. you are a good person , a good companion haruspunya too : ' ) Inget , do not come - come to any kotorgitu.setebal place your faith , his name certainly bisaruntuh ama perempuan.Dear , even though the world we 've different , there are hearts I tetep you right? promise ? pobud disampingkamu I will , I will keep you ....... Sorry this andaislama & family I 've nyusahin you : * Goodbye .......

May you be happy there eva , I'm always there for you even though we have different in this world . and believe me loe is the last angel in the cave life ,

Resource Persons : Agnes Davonar